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~UnknownEssence:iconUnknownEssence:

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Close Your Eyes

I'm sitting here  I'm in my room  Surrounded by old photographs  While memories flow into my mind.   
My pajama's are getting itchy  And my bed is calling my name  But remembering us  Is my only sacred thing.   
My head is getting heavy now  Just like it did last evening  My hearts is aching  I know it will break soon.  I do not fear it.  I will not try to prevent it.   
You treat me like a story book  Reading only the things that you want  Skipping over the important things  Listening to the things that please you.   
My goal is not

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Three Small WordsThis cold bitter tension  Is breaking my heart again.  You can pierce through the silence  With just the drop of a pin.  And I'm so sorry these tears have to flow  At such a steady pace  But I'd rather drown in pain  Than to love you in vein.   
I'm waiting here  Crying here  Trying so hard to disappear  Because you're silent  Once again.  And you're failing to see  The anger in me  Because I love you so.  I just want to scream  You're so afraid to tell me  Those Three Small Words  I love you  I love you  I LOVE YOU!   
This Three Small Words
in Open on 7/25/05
AgainYou may be listening  You may not  But you've got to hear what I say  Cuz it's coming from my heart   
I'm tired of this junk you put me through  You don't even try to fix the damage you have done  You never hear my cry alone at night  Cuz you'r never home.   
Tell me what's been going on baby  No matter what you tell me I'm here  And nothing you could ever do could make me love you less  But if you're sneaking around  You're going to be sneaking around alone.   
I'm not going through this again.  I've been through it so many times.  And every girl in ev Again
in Open on 7/8/05
EndingWe've reached the end of our rope.  But I'm not ever going to look back ever again.  Because I have faith in your touch  I have faith in your love  And I'm just holding on to that.  I know my back is turned to you most of the time.  But when I'll walking a lonely road  All I can feel is your breath against my shoulder.  And it may take some time for me to open up again.  It'll be hard for you to keep me focused on what we could do.  And I feel your frustration with my insecurities.  But I still need to forgive myself for my mistakes.  And I don't know how long it will take until I re Ending
in Open on 6/10/05
Pass Me ByWake up to the same old people  In the same old house that I grew up in.  I'm tired of the memories, the quilt and the pain.  I'd rather be living in a nightmare.   
But sometimes I just want to break down.  I feel like I'm wasting my life away.  I'm afraid that I am fading away.  And theres nothing left to do to save me.   
Don't leave me here to just melt away.  I want to live to see another day.  I need to feel the suns rays as it rises  Even though I hate the world that I'm in.  I'd give up my whole bliss  And live in this sad hole  If I could have a chance to Pass Me By
in Open on 6/7/05
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The NEW Song that is Stuck in My Head

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 6, 2005, 2:14 PM
Sleeping awake, and awake when I'm sleeping.
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched.
On sunny days all I can see is a shadow.
I'm not above being under.
I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty.
I always hide when it's my turn to seek.
My only belief is not to have faith in believing.
Before I begin I'm over.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself.
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again.
I always backtrack forward.
Cuz all in all I'm disconnected.

Quietly loud while noisly silent.
Keep holding my breath
While I'm trying to breathe.
Swimming against all of my waves and rapids.
I only win when I'm losing.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself.
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again.
I always backtrack forward.
Cuz all in all I'm disconnected.

I just wanna life my life sedated. Cus I love driving myself away. Dysfunctionally sane don't give a damn. I can't comprehend what I understand.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself.
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again.
I always backtrack forward.
Cuz all in all
I'm disconnected.
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  • Current Residence: The United States of America
  • Interests: My Church Youth Group, School, DA, and so many other things!
  • Favourite movie: Mystery Men
  • Favourite band or musician: Right now? Kelly Clarkson
  • Favourite genre of music: I like ALL and EVERY type of music
  • Favourite artist: De Vinci
  • Favourite poet or writer: Annette Meyers
  • Favourite photographer: ...
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: I'm not sure, I'll still looking for an MP3 player. But I'd choose a sports MP3 player!
  • Shell of choice: What is a shell?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything dealing with The Simpsons in GREAT for me.
  • Favourite game: The Sims...THE SIMS!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: I *heart* HOMER SIMPSON
  • Personal Quote: Your Face

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~scrappygenius:iconscrappygenius: Sep 30, 2005, 2:21:38 AM
cute gallery!

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MADDY IS THE BEST !!! I THINK SHES AWESOME :) :) :)

yesss..... :|

My gallery! [link]
~deadambition:icondeadambition: Aug 3, 2005, 10:20:33 AM
thanx for the fave!!
~UnknownEssence:iconUnknownEssence: Aug 2, 2005, 9:34:36 AM
I am so upset, I think that my FREE subscription is running out. Today, as I was loging on and trying to look at my message, it said that it may expire. I wonder what wll happen to all of my work if my subscription does end. Will i loose it all? will I never be able to at least admire my work when and if they close my account!? I'm having panic attacks, ATTACKS!
`aquapell:iconaquapell: Apr 30, 2005, 3:29:16 AM
:hug: Thank you so much !! Please forgive me for the time it's taken to get back to you :hug:

Alex

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When enthusiasm is driven by confidence any goal can be attained
-Robert E. Regent
~gregoriogruber:icongregoriogruber: Apr 18, 2005, 3:50:18 AM
thanks a lot for the favorite on "view from a viaduct"

i really appreciate it!
~Hashpipe:iconHashpipe: Apr 15, 2005, 11:03:46 PM
awesome gallery!
I was reading some of your songs/poetry here and its all really really good

Keep it up ^^

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:jawdrop: :firelite-photo: Its Max's gallery! :firelite-photo: :jawdrop:
~UnknownEssence:iconUnknownEssence: Apr 15, 2005, 11:00:48 PM
no problem, I just love your work! keep it up!
~pritty-kitty:iconpritty-kitty: Apr 9, 2005, 6:57:25 AM
RANDOM BANANA SQUISHY!!!!!

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Fuck you.
~ArchAngelAzriel:iconArchAngelAzriel: Jan 29, 2005, 10:03:37 PM
havnt seen you in awhile hows it going

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always and forever *smiles warmly*
~ArchAngelAzriel:iconArchAngelAzriel: Jan 3, 2005, 6:29:19 PM
hey your new too! so am i :floating: welcome to DA
i like your work so far and cant wait to see more deviations from you. :w00t: -azriel

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always and forever *smiles warmly*
~VerboseRhetoric:iconVerboseRhetoric: Dec 25, 2004, 9:57:18 AM
first post to your deviantart account userpage..
let me be the first to welcome you to this extremely..different collection of busybodies and art consumers..
place things up you wish to share.. place things up which come from the soul..
and art will surely show itself to you..
you'll develope a style of writing, or of expressing.. or of photography, which will forever follow you through your life.

good luck in your endeavors.. and in all you do.

Rose of UnknownEssence

blooming forever.. locked within eternity.

-Jeffrey Scott Burns
~VerboseRhetoric
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