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Close Your Eyes

I'm sitting here I'm in my room Surrounded by old photographs While memories flow into my mind.
My pajama's are getting itchy And my bed is calling my name But remembering us Is my only sacred thing.
My head is getting heavy now Just like it did last evening My hearts is aching I know it will break soon. I do not fear it. I will not try to prevent it.
You treat me like a story book Reading only the things that you want Skipping over the important things Listening to the things that please you.
My goal is not

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Three Small WordsThis cold bitter tension Is breaking my heart again. You can pierce through the silence With just the drop of a pin. And I'm so sorry these tears have to flow At such a steady pace But I'd rather drown in pain Than to love you in vein.
I'm waiting here Crying here Trying so hard to disappear Because you're silent Once again. And you're failing to see The anger in me Because I love you so. I just want to scream You're so afraid to tell me Those Three Small Words I love you I love you I LOVE YOU!
This Three Small Words
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AgainYou may be listening You may not But you've got to hear what I say Cuz it's coming from my heart
I'm tired of this junk you put me through You don't even try to fix the damage you have done You never hear my cry alone at night Cuz you'r never home.
Tell me what's been going on baby No matter what you tell me I'm here And nothing you could ever do could make me love you less But if you're sneaking around You're going to be sneaking around alone.
I'm not going through this again. I've been through it so many times. And every girl in ev Again
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EndingWe've reached the end of our rope. But I'm not ever going to look back ever again. Because I have faith in your touch I have faith in your love And I'm just holding on to that. I know my back is turned to you most of the time. But when I'll walking a lonely road All I can feel is your breath against my shoulder. And it may take some time for me to open up again. It'll be hard for you to keep me focused on what we could do. And I feel your frustration with my insecurities. But I still need to forgive myself for my mistakes. And I don't know how long it will take until I re Ending
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Pass Me ByWake up to the same old people In the same old house that I grew up in. I'm tired of the memories, the quilt and the pain. I'd rather be living in a nightmare.
But sometimes I just want to break down. I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I'm afraid that I am fading away. And theres nothing left to do to save me.
Don't leave me here to just melt away. I want to live to see another day. I need to feel the suns rays as it rises Even though I hate the world that I'm in. I'd give up my whole bliss And live in this sad hole If I could have a chance to Pass Me By
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The NEW Song that is Stuck in My Head

Mon Jun 6, 2005, 1:14 PM

Sleeping awake, and awake when I'm sleeping.
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched.
On sunny days all I can see is a shadow.
I'm not above being under.
I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty.
I always hide when it's my turn to seek.
My only belief is not to have faith in believing.
Before I begin I'm over.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself.
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again.
I always backtrack forward.
Cuz all in all I'm disconnected.

Quietly loud while noisly silent.
Keep holding my breath
While I'm trying to breathe.
Swimming against all of my waves and rapids.
I only win when I'm losing.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself.
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again.
I always backtrack forward.
Cuz all in all I'm disconnected.

I just wanna life my life sedated. Cus I love driving myself away. Dysfunctionally sane don't give a damn. I can't comprehend what I understand.

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself.
(Disconnected)
Numb in pain again.
I always backtrack forward.
Cuz all in all
I'm disconnected.

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Current Residence: The United States of America
Interests: My Church Youth Group, School, DA, and so many other things!
Favourite movie: Mystery Men
Favourite band or musician: Right now? Kelly Clarkson
Favourite genre of music: I like ALL and EVERY type of music
Favourite artist: De Vinci
Favourite poet or writer: Annette Meyers
Favourite photographer: ...
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: I'm not sure, I'll still looking for an MP3 player. But I'd choose a sports MP3 player!
Shell of choice: What is a shell?
Wallpaper of choice: Anything dealing with The Simpsons in GREAT for me.
Favourite game: The Sims...THE SIMS!
Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
Favourite cartoon character: I *heart* HOMER SIMPSON
Personal Quote: Your Face

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~scrappygenius Sep 30, 2005, 1:21:38 AM

cute gallery!

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yesss.....

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~deadambition Aug 3, 2005, 9:20:33 AM

thanx for the fave!!

~UnknownEssence Aug 2, 2005, 8:34:36 AM

I am so upset, I think that my FREE subscription is running out. Today, as I was loging on and trying to look at my message, it said that it may expire. I wonder what wll happen to all of my work if my subscription does end. Will i loose it all? will I never be able to at least admire my work when and if they close my account!? I'm having panic attacks, ATTACKS!